Muddied thoughts

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I’m a rather resilient man. I pursue nearly endlessly what I desire and what I believe I deserve. Only when I feel that I have exhausted possible means do I stop and go back to my room and relish silence. I sulk less now. Pouting has gone too unbecoming to somebody my age. The fact that I am using this blog to broadcast what I feel at the moment is cringe-inducing. Finding solace in the most-often anonymous interactions here is very juvenile. But the height of my asininity is this thinking that this muddied language is an expression. I have not communicated anything, except maybe that my thoughts are in a dirty puddle now.

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5 thoughts on “Muddied thoughts

    JJ said:
    January 24, 2013 at 11:23 am

    Beautiful piece of writing!

    Vic S'Veera Sinh said:
    January 23, 2013 at 7:06 pm

    At times, the dirty puddles helps us to take a step back and introspect….becoming clearer at some point.

      John Ryan responded:
      January 24, 2013 at 8:05 am

      paradoxical. i hope you’re doing great, vic.

    Piscis said:
    January 23, 2013 at 5:02 pm

    Sometimes vague outbursts of frustration to an anonymous crowd can be a little cathartic. And, if it helps in some way, there’s nothing wrong with taking advantage of the ability to do so.

      John Ryan responded:
      January 24, 2013 at 8:04 am

      yeah, it only feels not right.

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